Feels like we haven’t spoken in forever. I just wanted to do a quick update on what’s going on with me.
I know this is a beauty blog but it’s also a place to share similar experiences. When I posted that I had been depressed and got so many responses from people who have been there, it really amazed me. So many people are in the same situation and feel alone, but we really aren’t. So thank you for all your kind comments, emails and support throughout the last few weeks.
Without going into too much detail, it all started with me not feeling *right* in my abdomen area about 4-5 weeks ago. Had some tests done, was put on some meds. Then I started getting anxious. Then depressed. Went back to doctor for the depression which wasn’t abating, and was put on Prozac. Two days into being on Prozac everything got 10 times worse physically for me. After only taking 4 pills my doctor pulled me off it. I’ve never been this sick in my life. Ironically mentally I feel ok, but physically, no. I’m headed back to my doctor today. I am pretty sure the Prozac just exacerbated whatever underlying health thing is going on with me, but we’ll see.
Anyway all that to say I have been on a bland diet, barely eating and generally don’t have much energy. Doing my best to just drink fluids, rest and try and get through this.
I miss you guys and miss my normal life, but hopefully things will be getting better soon.