September 5, 2012
Life on Hold
Hey there,
So you haven’t been hearing much from me lately, I apologize.
I’ve been going through some stuff and not able to concentrate or get the energy up to blog much.
My 4th blog anniversary is the 7th and I had planned on doing giveaways all this week. Then this crippling sadness and depression came along. This is all new to me so hopefully I’ll get back into the swing of things very soon.
Thanks for being patient,
Kelly
Kelly, I’m glad you’re taking the time for yourself. I’m so sorry to hear that you’re going through a rough time. If there’s ANYTHING I can do, don’t hesitate to ask.
My thoughts are with you! All of us fans will be here for you when you’re ready, so take care of you first! I know how it goes when depression hits, off and on medications of all kinds, too. Hopefully you will come out the other end stronger, smarter and better for it. Usually I have some lesson learned each time, even if it’s only which CD to listen to (today for instance Tori helped).
Kelly, I’m so sorry this is happening to you. I’ve been through depression on and off my entire life, and know how hard it can be to devote energy to keeping up with activities and life in general when it rears its ugly head. I hope you feel better, and know that it will get better. You’ve always seemed like such a great person from your posts, and you should know that you have an army of supporters just a click away. Best of luck, and stay strong.
Kelly,
So sorry to hear you’re going through a hard time. I’ve dealt with depression most of my life. It just seems to come out of nowhere and leaves just as suddenly. Just know there’s a whole bunch of us who are thinking of you and praying that you are feeling better soon. ((Hugs))
Michelle
Take time and focus on you! We’re all supporting you!
I don’t even know you but I want to give you a hug. Sorry to hear about your rough time. You just take care of yourself…we’ll all still be here when you feel up to returning.
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Aww Kelly, I’m so sorry to hear this. You’ve always worked so hard, and you deserve the nice break that you need! I’ll be waiting patiently for you to be back on your feet
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Take your time, we’re here for you. I hope you feel better soon Kelly!
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Take your time, hopefully you’ll be better soon! Feel hugged
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Take as long as you need, i will always be here
Hey Kelly,
I am no stranger to what you describe. My thoughts and prayers are with you. Remember that you are much loved here and please don’t feel rushed to get back to blogging. We all understand. Take your time and we’ll see you when you are ready! <3. ^^
I’m so sorry you’re going through a difficult time. I know it sounds counter-intuitive, but I think it takes a lot of strength to know when you just need to take some time away. You should take all the time that you need – we will all be here whenever you’re feeling better.
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I’d rather you take time for you and post when it feels right than to force something when you’re not feeling it. All the best, Kelly!
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*hugs*
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Take all the time you need and take good care of yourself. I very recently came out of a horribly deep depression, so I understand. Come back when you’re ready and not a minute sooner.
xo
I’m really sorry to hear about what you’ve been going through. Like many of us, I’ve experienced it, as well, and know how crippling it can be. Take care of yourself and we’ll all be happy when you return, but even happier that you’re feeling better!
We’re living in a very difficult time here on planet earth, and the way I see it, the folks who admit to the deep feelings of sadness are the healthy, sane ones. More power to you, Kelly. Stay true to yourself and do what is right for you. Already you are being honest and open– which is a great step. I would bet that if you even wanted to share more about your experience that people like the folks commenting here would know welcome your being real about you are coming from.
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A super big hug to you!! I’m so sorry that you are going through a tough period– try to remember to pamper yourself a little to try to lift the spirits even just a little. We all love you and are in your corner! xxoo
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Oh no! Sending many, many good vibes your way! Whatever you”re going through, don’t worry. Hang in there, it’ll get better
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Hope you get well soon! Take your time, gather your strenght, we’ll be here when you get back!
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Yo.
I live down on the Peninsula, if you ever want to grab a coffee and gab with a virtual stranger.
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Im sorry to hear ur feeling that way. Just remember that there’s a light at the end of every tunnel… Just pray it ain’t a train! But really ull get through this. Think about all the wonderful support u have. There’s ur husband ur cats and ur fans. And no matter how bad u think it is someone else has been through it. There will always be someone to talk to. U can get through this. I know u can. We ALL hope u feel better and best wishes.
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I hope you can feel better soon.
Aw
stay encouraged..For some odd reason last week I had to remind myself to kepe confident. These things/situations just happen to all of us. Feel better soon 
keep !
I’ve battled depression the past few years and understand completely how crippling it is.
Always love reading your blog, hope you feel better soon =D
Oh, no! I, too have been there. It’s the worst. Do what you need to do to take care of yourself. Sending e hugs and brainwaving you some serotonin.
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Don’t worry, we’ll still be here when you’re ready to back to it!
Aw Kelly,
So sorry to hear you’re blue. I hope you feel better soon! Take care of yourself and watch some comedy TV or movies – that seemed to help a bit in the past when I was down.
Hugs!
Hey Kelly, feel better soon. These things come and go and sometimes there is no reason. But they do go. Know that you have loads of online friends behind you. You just need to ask if you need anything. Take care.
Oh Kelly..
*HUGS*
Hope things get better soon, know that you are loved and thought of!
Sending lots of vibes that life does a turnaround for you. Just think of all your admirers and how much we count on your posts daily.
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Kelly, I’m so sorry to hear that things aren’t going well for you. I hope it looks up soon. But it’s good that you’re taking time for yourself. We all want you to feel better, so take as much time as you need. We’ll always be waiting for your return.
*Hugs*
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i check this blog nearly every day and am a big fan of yours, kelly, but i’ve never felt compelled to leave a comment before now. i am SO sorry to hear that you’re going through a rough time. our thoughts are with you and we hope things get better soon <3
You hang in there. We all love you and want you to take time to get your thoughts together. I know what your going through and its not an easy thing. We will be here for you when you retuen.
Feel better soon! We’ll be here when you get back.
I totally understand, I have been going through some stuff too. It will get better for you. Get some much needed R n R and come back when you are ready.
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Huge (((hugs))) Kelly! I struggle to stay on the “bright side” every day. Actually this week has been particularly bad and I hate seeing that you are going through this. Take as much time as you need. None of us are going anywhere. What you do is amazing and important and you mean so much. Don’t ever doubt that. <3 Christa
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I feel your pain. Just remember that you don’t owe us anything, even an explanation of why you’re MIA – we’re not paying to read your blog, you’re the boss, and we’ll all be here when you return to posting.
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Wishing you well! We’ll be here when you are ready to return.
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Feel better soon! <3
Take all the time you need Kelly. Life has ups and downs (trite but true) and everyone needs a break from it all every once in a while. All of us fans and readers will be waiting for you!
Kelly,
I’m so sorry you are feeling sad. I don’t know you personally, but I feel like I do through your blog stories, reviews, and glimpses into your life everyday. I share the love for beauty products, consumer awareness, and animals and can identify with you in the difficult emotions that depression brings. All I can say is that it cannot rain all the time. Soon the sun will be out to warm your face. Praying for you.
You know we all love you, so take all the time you need to feel better. Hugs!
I hope you feel better really soon Kelly. We all love you here in the polish and blogging communities! Hug your kitties a little extra
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Kelly, you need to take care of you. We will all miss you while you’re gone, but we care about your brain more than your pretty makeup and nails. I hope whatever the problem, you get through it. Now, cuddle those sweet cats of yours and do whatever it is that will bring you back to a good place.
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Good for you! I know exactly how it feels to not be able to feel good about anything. Your blog was here for me, and like many others have written, we will be here for you when you come back.
Kelly, I’m so sorry you’re not feeling well now. I ‘ve been through a hard time too in a moment of my life… And it passed, but not alone, I had to really work to find the roots.
You made great changes and I imagine it can be very moving. Take all the time you need, we are going to be here waiting for your posts about makeup ot wathever you want to share.
I really appreciatte how nice you are with everybody, answering comments here, on twitter and facebook. Being such a big blogger, it’s great to see that you care!! You made me feel very welcome to the community and without knowing, your blog made me company in lonely days. Big big hugs, i hope you feel better soon!!
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I’m so sorry to hear that you’re feeling down.
You’ll be in my prayers. I love your blog and I really hope that things start looking up super soon.
*hug*
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I am so sad to read you are feeling bad:(. You are an amazing person Kelly.Take the time you need for yourself, we still be there when you come back. You are one of the best beauty blog and so nice, we definitely can’t forget you. I hope you’ll get well soon <3. A million hugs!
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Hi Kelly, sorry to hear you are feeling that way. One advice, don’t be afraid to find help you feel comfortable with.
big hug xxx
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*Big Hug* for you, Kelly! Take your time and feel better <3
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Take care of yourself and family Kelly. Wishing the best for you and thinking of you during this time. Do what you need to do to feel better!
Kelly,
I am terribly sorry that you are dealing with this depression. I would like to point out, especially reading the other comments here, that you are not alone in this. I myself have battled depression and anxiety since my teen years and have felt utterly alone. Its great that you are taking the time you need for YOU. Take care of yourself and we will all be here for you waiting with open arms upon your return. BIG HUGS. Take all the time you need.
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Hold on Kelly!! I hope you can feel better soon!
Hugs
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Like everyone else has suggested, take some you time and explore things that make you happy! As one of your devoted, avid readers; I will await your return! Your blog is one of my Top 5′s for sure! <3 See you soon, girl.
Feel better Kelly! Take time for yourself and everything will work out. Your readers will always be here.
Take care of yourself. We will be here when you come back:-)
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Take care of yourself. We will all be here when your feeling better.
*HUGS* Kelly I hope you’re back to yourself soon, but believe me… you are not alone! I haven’t been blogging as much because of similar moods. Maybe I should put a hold on my blog just like you’ve done. It’s a good idea. Take care of yourself!
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Please feel better soon! Take the time you need to get yourself well, all of us fans are wishing you the best and hope that you are back to yourself soon.
Your posts were always so funny and cheery, I hope you the best!!
I am sorry you are having a difficult time. After reading some of the comments, I can see how pervasive depression is right now and I hope you know you are cared about. While you may not feel like doing your normal activities, try branching out creatively to relieve stress, or keep a journal… if you are having anxiety issues or feeling overwhelmed, what my therapist suggested to do (I know this will sound crazy) was grabbing some old dishes I no longer wanted and throwing them down to smash them (you can do it directly into a trash can even) It is hard to explain but did wonders for me when I felt like I would burst. Just trust yourself and show yourself love by allowing the feelings to pass through you. Remember we all care about you…
Sending best wishes your way!
girl…i am right there with you. love you and keep your head up!
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Hugs for you! Sending love & light. You’re getting a lot of positive vibes here & I hope you’re feeling better soon!
Abundance is around the corner-take care of yourself. Your health and well-being are valued!
Hugs xoxo
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Hey Kelly – sorry to hear things aren’t going well – believe me, I totally understand what it means to struggle with motivation when times are bad – I know you don’t know me personally, but I’ve been through alot myself and make a good listener – it can be hard to unload on someone, but sometimes it can help.
Take all the time you need; we’ll be here whenever you feel up to returning.
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I hate to hear you are are feeling down. My prayers are with you hoping you find some peace!
xoHUGSxo!!
Oh Kelly, I sincerely hope you take the time you need for yourself. I don’t know what to say except I’m thinking of you!
Hang in there Kelly. I’ve been there and now how difficult it is to even do everyday things; and things like blogging definitely take a backseat. Take the time to do what you need to do for you and we’ll be here when you’re ready. ((Hugs))
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So so sorry. We miss you but take care of yourself first. That is most important. Feel better soon!
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Take care of yourself and be sure to ask for help when you need it. It’s worth having a check up to make sure your blood levels are normal for hormones and vitamins and minerals. Low levels can trigger depression. If it’s situational (or chemical), talking to someone unbiased – a therapist – can help. Just make sure you stay on top of the feelings to keep them from overtaking you. I hope you feel better soon! (This was too long to tweet). : )
Take good care, Kelly, and be gentle with yourself. Depression is no fun (I know that all too well myself), and it can take time to get things right for you. Take all the time you need, and my thoughts are with you.
Kenora
I hope everything gets better for you!!!
Emily
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you are so lucky that u hv so many well wishers and fans Kelly hope ull get out of whatever ur going through soon
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I’m sorry to hear things are not up to par for you. Wishing you a speedy recovery to be back in the swing of things. (hugs)
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Hang in there honey. I’m no stranger to depression/panic/anxiety. You’ll be in my thoughts and prayers. Sending you lots of love and *HUGS*. Take good care of yourself xoxo
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Depression sucks. Hugs and good thoughts to you, my dear.
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I’m sorry that you are going through that. I’ve also had depression & anxiety. It’s very hard to deal with & I’m glad you are taking time for yourself.
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Kelly, I hope you feel better and all of your readers are here for ya!
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Sending you so many positive thoughts. Take care of yourself.
Take your time. Don’t worry about your readers, we’ll still be here whenever you get back. You need to concentrate on getting better first over everything. All the best. xx
I’ll be glad to see your posts when your back but don’t ever worry about taking a break you deserve it and hopefully your furry babies are snuggling up to you and making you smile!
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Courage !
In french we say : après la pluie vient le beau temps, after the rain comes the nice weather…
Sending you as many positive vibes as I can to help you through this difficult time…look after yourself and don’t worry about us; we’ll always be there when you decide to return! xx
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Take your time, do what you need to do for you. We’ll all be here with open arms. when you return.
Take all the time you need, Kelly- and please know that you are missed greatly!
It has been a year of pretty big changes for you, right? Even with incredibly fabulous changes, it takes a while to get used to things, and get in a groove. Plus, any kind of change inevitably leads to other changes- so I’m sure there’s lots of stuff going on right now. (and I agree with what Melissa says above- best to get checked out and make sure it isn’t physical!)
Best wishes to you, and I’m sending tons of peace, serenity and happiness vibes! ((hugs))
Happy Blog-iversary Kelly <3 Although it may not be the happiest day, I hope you can feel all the love we are sending your way. Please take care of yourself and know that we'll be here when you return.
Please feel better soon :/ the sun will shine again, soon.
Please take all the time you need for yourself. Wishing you nothing but the best!
Keep your chin up, Kelly. Depression is always crippling and tough, and I really hope you see that light at the end of the tunnel soon. Don’t be afraid to ask for help or support if you need it.
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So sad to hear that you are not feeling well… I hope you get better soon! Xxx
Sorry to hear you’re down… it sounds serious. Please get some professional counseling, even if just to assess your current needs. I can tell you from personal experience, letting the depression deepen wastes a lot of life time. Good luck!
–Mari
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Hope you start feeling better soon. I miss your posts already!
I am so sorry you are feeling down. We miss you but take care of yourself first so you have the energy to come and be tormented by all of your fans.
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We love and miss you!!! I wish you nothing but the best and take all the time you need. Take care of yourself and your health..
I’m sorry to hear you are going through this. I’v gone through it on and off my whole life so I can really empathize. Hang in there & focus on taking care of yourself.
Hope you’re feeling better soon!!
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Take your time & know that you are not alone. Luckily, you have one of my favorite pick me ups “on hand”… happy colored polish. I’ve suffered from depression & anxiety for 28 of my almost 40 years and I so wish I’d been into nail polish back then as I am now, because I truly believe it’s color therapy you can take with you anywhere. So, like I said, take your time and wear some of your favorite nail polish colors, the ones that make you happy & smile when you wear them, to help you get through.
Also, I recommend lots of kitty & puppy hugs.
Hate to hear you are going through a rough time.
sending positive thoughts…
Hope you get well soon!
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Kelly. I am so sorry to hear this. I know exactly what you mean and what you are going through. I have been going through anxiety and depression off and on for almost ten years now. Please take as much time as you need, we will all be here
Hope everything will be fine as soon as possible…rock on!!
Ilaria